May ‘26 – Website hacked
To those that visited recently and found the website down, it was attacked, and destroyed. Took a few days to have it restored from back-up. I am sorry as some blog replies over the last year have been lost as my back-up was older than it should have been. Other than that, should be as it was!
4 Comments
Martin
May 24, 2026Thanks for getting it back up man. I never had any complaints about it really.
I was never really planning on going through with anything, but at times of severe depression, this site really helped me.
I read some entries of your blog and your life seems to have been quite difficult… even more than mine.
There was a post where you mentioned staying alive was ‘seemingly’ a motivation for other people staying alive: It really fucking is! Whenever I’m going through a tough time, I always go back to this site and read it all over again, then hop on the blog section. Though I cannot really do much, I hope that having me and many other random, suicidal supporters thinking about you helps you wherever you are in life.
Kind regards!
anon
May 31, 2026thank you for restoring the site. i found it earlier this year and ironically, i hoped to visit this site in this past month only to find that it was down. discouraged, i had put off the dark thoughts for when i could revisit the site again. happy to report that i feel a lot better now, and no longer need the site for what i needed it for. i know this will ebb and flow, but for now i hope you hang in there. thanks
daniela
June 8, 2026thank you so much for restoring the website.. I literally went on the internet archive to see if there were any back ups of this site which luckily there were but nonetheless thank you once again. bit of tmi but I usually go on here when I’m really down the hole– and after a while, reading everything on here makes me reconsider so in a way revisiting these site always makes the bad thoughts go away!
admin
June 28, 2026Aww. Well I am glad it is of some help. Thanks for writing in. Try my best to keep it up and working!